04 January 2012
12:02 AM
my 2011.
i'm back (:
you probably won't expect to see this entry.
i promised a cambodia and HK trip entry
but none of them was out eventually.
i procrastinated too badly and
workload last year was overwhelming and
i had no time to think haha!!!
i actually took some time off last night before i sleep to reflect on my 2011.
it was a year i made choices and decisions made me to who i am today.
it was a year when I learnt a lot about myself and the people around me.
i met many new people, good and bad.
i teared really badly and laughed really hard.
i also experienced new stuff (as usual).
the most impactful - Cambodia Trip
i really learnt a lot about myself over there.
it wasn't easy to survive that 16 days.
more importantly, all the beautiful memories and
awesome friends i made. it's really through hardship,
strong bonds are fostered. i'm really proud of my team and myself.
the highest - national vertical marathon
my first marathon ever. it was a fast one...
completed within 30 mins
less torturous HAHA (:
hopefully i can complete my first 10k run this year.
the most awghsome - cac orientation camp
awghsome is actually the second name for our Ingenium camp.
it was my first time experiencing cac camp.
the feeling was different from a school camp
my contribution to the camp was the money made and goodie bags produced.
it fell short of my personal expectation
but its my motivation now to do a better job for cynosure next year.
in fact i have some ideas about cynosure already hahaha!!!
super enthu hor?
it was also the warmth that cac showered me that
i decided to run cac for another year.
it's a super big commitment can HAHA!!!
the most beautiful - Cynosure Ball
it was my second time entering a pageant
this time to represent orientation camp committee.
the night was awesome because i looked glamorous on stage
if you were there, you can vow for me...
although i didnt win anything.
i used to be really shy, on stage and off stage.
it came to a surprise that i could do things i never thought i can
dance, act and speak in front of strangers.
to be honest, i kind of love the attention.
i began to be less affected by others.
never let anybody tell you what you can or cannot do.
the most familiar - tuition
i may not have the smartest students
but they were still awesome.
it was the 4th year and
i felt a bit stagnant already.
i promise i will complain less and have
more passion about tuition this year.
the best - completed my uni studies.
no more CBC modules no more exam.
it's kind of good because you can
start earning money haha
but i will miss the days when i learn
new chemistry concepts.
honestly, chemistry interests me!
in any case, i grad with a 2nd upper
for chem major and 1st class for business minor.
HAHAHAHAHEEHEEEHEEEE!
the coolest - Santarina in Snow City
i never thought i would have a chance to be santarina.
like how can right?!
it was the first time i felt so good about myself.
it's like you are so popular and you are the
center of attention. everyone treated you like santarina and stuff.
it's a little vain but i think all girls love to feel this way right? HAHA!
it was the coolest experience ever
because i had to survive in minus degree in that outfit.
it's been a long time since i last went out to work.
a real working experience where you need to learn how to deal with it.
i'd say snow city taught me to be a better person.
as a Santarina, i needed to know how to deal with customers.
as you know, people always say i give others a black face.
but i didnt mean it most of the times.
at work, i need to make sure i smile, use thank you and welcome
even the way you point... need to use thumb to point at them.
i became really polite you know. its good really!
not forgetting the hardship experienced.
at snow city, im a worker and boss ordered me around.
all good, i really don't regret working there.
the most painful - fell down and got 4 scars.
i cannot tahan pain and i'm vain.
the sweetest and the worst- heart break.
we met wrong people every now and then
it's so common... but we learn.
22 already still single. people around me are worried
but what can i do right?
okay lah, i admit im pretty lazy when it comes to affairs of the heart.
I NEVER DO FYP (FIND YOUR PARTNER)
and that's not my goal for 2012 either.
my life in 2011 was pretty worthwhile I would say
if i need to summarise, i'd say its pretty well-done.
as i was typing this... many pictures are running in my head.
all the beautiful and unforgettable moments with all the important people in my life.
i love to learn from others...
i glad i met so many new people and
there are so much i can learn from them.
i'm really grateful for everything i had in the year 2011, be it good or bad.
i'd say as i grew older, especially at this juncture, life is full of uncertainties.
honestly, i really don't know what i want in life, but that's okay.
i worked with many small goals.
now when i looked back, i'm pretty surprised by how much i have attained.
come 2012, i want to be happy everyday. it's not easy.
i want to wake up every mornin feeling motivated
because i'm doing what i like and going to sleep every night
feeling satisfied because i accomplished something that day.
i want to work really really hard.
better still, turn into a workaholic.
i need more enlightenment in life.
first half of 2012 already planned, good and bad.
INTERNSHIP at MAHACHEM!!!
my aim is to be a first-class intern (:
2012 please be nice to me because i want to be a better person!
